Is it luck or a curse....

I know i shouldn't feel this way

but it's just too suffocating keeping it inside and not letting it out.

ever wonder why is your life so unfair sometimes?

well....i do...

it's not that i'm not grateful, but it's just so frustrating sometimes

when the thing you want the most is within your reach yet you just can't seem to grabs it.

After hearing this confession

people tend to say "hey, why don't you just go up and grab it, instead of sulking here like a spoil brat."

hello....it's not like i don't want too, i just can't!!!!

circumstances wouldn't allow me to do that.

so all i can do, is just tell you how frustrated and sad i feel....

And forgetting is also not an option.

you can't just forget things that made you so worked up and frustrated about.

it's not easy to forget to begin with....

if it was that easy, i wouldn't be so helpless now, would i?

So you see

life is just so unfair

and still you have to bare with it.

imagine this world without morality, pride, conscience or guilt.

then we would not hesitate to do whatever it takes

to achieve our goal or get whatever we want.

but still....i prefer life like this...

although it might be good, if we could just ignore all 'these' once in a while....

My hostel is really....bleh

Imagine 2 weeks without internet excess.

Honestly, if you're some1 who is preparing to enter college, please be really careful when you're choosing your place to stay.

or else you'll end up like me....

living in a 'dead town' without an internet excess.

it's a nightmare >< !!!

when i came down to look for houses,

i came across these hostels near utar

and i was like...this place is nice...

with security check, laundry services for each units, internet excess and most importantly house keeping!!!

i was so happy to know that i will be living an easy life

when college starts...

boy....how wrong was i....

the first day i moved in, it wasn't so bad...

untill i found out that internet excess will be given two weeks later.

without internet excess it's like...without food in a desert!

and with nothing to do, i was bound to crack after a day or two.

finally my roommate's cousin came down to kampar to get his test results

my lovely roommate took his hostel keys from him

so i ended up using his internet excess in his room XD

cheers to my wonderful roommate!!! ^^

paying 220 bucks for a room without internet excess is....

i really should ask for a rebate =.="

First day in Kampar.

Honestly today was the worst day of my life.

I have never felt this bored in my whole life =.="

If you think Ipoh is a dead town, you really should see Kampar.

Seriously the word "dead" really can't describe this "lovely" town....

i'm not exaggerating at all.

spending a year here will really be a challenge which i have to overcome~~

alas it would be really interesting if i can find something good to entertain myself XD

anywaz i'm still kinda excited because finally i'm going to college.

after 3 months of doing-nothing will finally come to an end.

for that i cheer ^^

woot woot~~

p.s. I'm still trying to get the hang of writing a blog ><

I finally gave myself a chance on blogging.

It was hard to make me start this.

but alas here i am, starting my first ever blog.

I love to read people's blog

it doesn't really matter whether do i know that person or not.

It's just seem so interesting sometimes, reading about other people's lives.

So now it's my turn to finally share a piece of my life XD

p.s. It really took me a lot of *courage* to actually start a blog~~