Is it luck or a curse....

I know i shouldn't feel this way

but it's just too suffocating keeping it inside and not letting it out.

ever wonder why is your life so unfair sometimes?

well....i do...

it's not that i'm not grateful, but it's just so frustrating sometimes

when the thing you want the most is within your reach yet you just can't seem to grabs it.

After hearing this confession

people tend to say "hey, why don't you just go up and grab it, instead of sulking here like a spoil brat."

hello....it's not like i don't want too, i just can't!!!!

circumstances wouldn't allow me to do that.

so all i can do, is just tell you how frustrated and sad i feel....

And forgetting is also not an option.

you can't just forget things that made you so worked up and frustrated about.

it's not easy to forget to begin with....

if it was that easy, i wouldn't be so helpless now, would i?

So you see

life is just so unfair

and still you have to bare with it.

imagine this world without morality, pride, conscience or guilt.

then we would not hesitate to do whatever it takes

to achieve our goal or get whatever we want.

but still....i prefer life like this...

although it might be good, if we could just ignore all 'these' once in a while....